Fragments of Solitude

Moving!

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 16:22:22 GMT

Post-exam stress.

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 15:11:40 GMT

Jeez I used to think before SPM was stressing like mad but now I think I really know what stress means. Exam results are out already now I have to figure what I wanna do in future in 1 week. I have decided to do medical before exam thinking it was easy enough but I went for a during education fair and omg it's the last thing a person like me should do. Not only that it's fucking expensive. So my parents said drop the medical option, which I did. Now they expect me to pick something in a week cuz I have to register for college this week. Seriously WDF?! I can't go for A Levels cuz my mum thinks it's a waste of time and form 6 is school and no to school. So all that's left is foundation. For foundation I NEED to pick what I wanna study. SO now I dont know what to do. My parents have been fighting and coming home just makes me feel like dying. This is not gonna be easy. I'll probably stay in Venne's house for few days to just escape from everything for a while. Her life seems to be easy-going. I'm jealous.

February Update.

Mon, 02 Mar 2009 06:34:51 GMT

I have been mean to LiveJournal. I haven't posted anything on LJ. I apologise to those who await my graphics and tutorials. I have been so busy and many many many things has been going on in my life. First of all I'm working now. In a Fine Dining Japanese Restaurant called Azuma Japanese Restaurant in Queensbay Mall, Penang. I love that place a lot. I like working there. Bosses are nice to me and I have super awesome friends there! I don't have much to complain about plus they are making me captain there this month. 8D Very tiring though but the money is worth it. LOL. February has been an awesome month cuz I worked part time in Azuma so I could spend time with yuna997 . She arrived in Malaysia on the 13th of February. She just went back and I'm all depressed about it cuz I miss her. A LOT! Ever since she came to Malaysia I spent almost everyday with her and I had lotsa laughs with her. She made my Valentine's Day the most beautiful one I won't forget. And her mum is sweet so as her cute brother and dad. It seems like it was just yesterday when I jumped on her from the back when she just arrived at the air port. When I jumped on her, for a moment I was wondering if I had jumped on the wrong person. And she thought I was like some security people who is attacking her. LOL LOL! Once she stepped out of the air port, her whole family went "OMFG IT'S SO HOT I'M MELTING!" LOL! It was funny. We went jetskiing, swimming and I made her eat soooo much of seafood and non-veggie food (cuz she's a veggie *ugh*). Hahaha I feel bad for making her eat raw salmon and baby octopus. XD I could go on bout her being here forever. God I miss her. It was emotional when she left. My mum was crying. I don't know why. So was her mum. I was crying but I tried to hold it in and she almost cried. She was holding it in for so long so she don't cry in front of me. Once she went in the waiting room and scanned her bag, she hugged her mum and I could see her crying and sobbing. Even writing this makes me cry like mad. God I miss her so much. But I will definitely see her again. I just know it. It's my turn to get my ass to UK, Emma. I promise. And when she turns 16, she can legally travel alone. She turns 16 in 242 days. I just counted that with her calculator (which means you left it here love). And if I don't go for 6th form, I'll start in August or January next year. Which means I will go to UK in July. SUMMERTIME! :) That's 140days to go!! YAY!! I can't wait to see you again, love. I have enjoyed each and every second moment spent with you! When you were with me you did make every second count. *cheese* Okay that was all about yuna997 . Now, we all know I sat for a effing huge exam last year. Yeah, the results will be out in exactly 10 days from now. I definitely don't expect a lot cuz I can't lie and say I tried my best. I could have done or studied harder. And I don't expect God to help me now cuz I don't deserve it. Whatever my results is I'll just have to live with it. This is getting too long. I can't fit everything in LiveJournal. XD That's all for now. I'll go back and cry now.

Angela Aki, Alicia Keys, Angelina Jolie and Amanda Bynes' Icons!

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 19:27:38 GMT

These are icons of artist that begins with the alphabet "A" PART 2. Part 1 HERE.

[20] Angela Aki
[ 6 ] Angelina Jolie
[ 9 ] Amanda Bynes
[ 6 ] Alicia Keys

TOTAL = 43 icons

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Angelina Jolie, Alicia Keys and Amanda Bynes bas credit to hollow_art

Angela Aki

Angelina Jolie

Amanda Bynes

Alicia Keys

Angela Aki's wallpapers

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Please credit if taken and comments are candies!

Holidays started off AMAZING!

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 18:45:10 GMT

Reached Penang on the 30th of November! And guess who's birthday is on the 30th??! 's. Love yahhh!! :) Well anyway, the next I was mostly just home cuz Vennezia and friends still had exam next day. Yeah so on the 2nd of December I went to Gurney Plaza with lotsa other people. Charisma, Zi Xin, Tiffany Teh, Sarah, Yue Shern, Janice and did I leave anyone out? O_O Dont kill me. I watched Twilight AGAIN! But it was worth it. I had so much of fun. We didnt even do anything. It was the talking nonsense and doing crazy things part that made everything freakin fun. I almost forgot the amount of fun I have with my old friends. Omg they are really crazy people. Yue Shern asked if my Seremban friends are as crazy as the Penang people. My answer, NO! Lmao. I had lotsa fun too in S'ban just now the stupid embarrassing fun. So anyway, as usual, Vennezia and I could always figure out how to get to a destination but never how to get back. So we had to go to Zi Xin's house till quite late and waited for her sister. While waiting, we did more crazy things. We recorded lotsa stupid videos. Will upload soon! :)

The next day, Venne asked me to go for her class party. WDF?! I'm not even from her class or school! LOL! But I went anyway. OMG the amount of fun we had. Jeez. Okay we reached Batu Ferringghi at about 3pm. A bit earlier than the so we walked further to search for bikinis. Super cheap ines and we saw like so many!!!! We bargained and we got real cheap prices but still we could buy. >< Forgot to bring oneeny. LMAO! Anyway after that, we sat on the banana boat!! SOOOOOO MUCH FUN! Cuz the dude toppled us in the water and 2 of my friends freaked like hell. After that we got on jet ski!!! Omg that was amazing. Felt like we were freakin flying over the water! BBQ after that!! I think I ate sand. Together with chicken, pizza and sausages! :D I was at the beach till 9pm and then I had to go home but the rest were staying over at the rented apartment.

SPM's over by the way! And I've been having so much of fun it's a sin! XD I still do miss Seremban. So sad to leave but I know we'll still see each other. I hope they get to come to Penang to see me. It'll be fun! And of cuz I made lotsa Photoshop junks! XD Next post! :)

Exacly 27 days from now.

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 05:30:51 GMT

*sigh* Studying my ass off. :( I'm practically dead for History. Hope I'll do well in Chemistry and Add Maths. Anyway, I was ust listening to Angela Aki's songs (as usual) and her lyrics still touches me. I mean her lyrics are not boring to me. It's sweet. <3 Even after repeating the same song for like a million times, I still love it. For example, Surrender. It's a love song written about love and relationships between parents. She said it in her album that she dedicated this song to her mum and that she surrenders all her love to her mum. Sweet ain't it? xD

Surrender

The one who gifts you, the one who lifts you
She's the angel in your eyes
Tiny kisses and magic wishes
Makes the world a big surprise
Growing older, past the shoulder
When everything seems bright
Time just races - changing faces in the light

Then you see the world gets smaller
And you're taller than the sky
She is no longer, oh the stronger
And as you battle to survive
You try to bend her; can't defend her
There's no wrong; there is no right
No one surrenders - only contenders in this fight

I know the madness, felt the sadness
Resisted just this way
Stuffed the feelings, kept concealing
All the things you want to say
But it's not treason; she's not the reason
It's the season of your life
The winds will soften and let the winter fade away

You have to mend it; you have to end it
Before the chance passes by
Break down the fences, your defenses
Open your heart; you have to try
To trust your senses; no more pretenses
And you will rise above
When you surrender to all the splendor of her love

The one who gifts you, the one who lifts you
She's the angel in your eyes
The one who stayed there, so unafraid there
All through innocence's demise
Growing older, as you hold her
Once again it seems all right
Time just races - changing faces in the light

Go on mend it; go on and end it
Before the chance passes by
Break down the fences, and your defenses
Open your heart, you have to try
To trust your senses; no more pretenses
I believe you'll rise above
When you surrender to all the splendor of her love

When you surrender to all the splendor of her love

Mamma Mia here we go again!

Sat, 27 Sep 2008 18:47:50 GMT

Went to Jusco with Diane, her mum and Syaza and we watched Mamma Mia!! It's bloody good! People, if you don't watch this, you are missing out a lot! It's like freaking 1000000000x better than that stupid High School Musical shit. Movie was directed by Phyllida Lloyd. The whole 108 minutes of that show was entertaining. Partly cuz Meryl Streep makes a fool outta herself all the time and she's so fun to watch! She is one hell of an actress! The last time I saw her was when she was doing The Devil Wears Prada. The character of Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada is like the complete contrast with Mamma Mia's character. And oh my God! The songs! If you like ABBA, you would freaking love this movie like hell and even if you've never ever heard of them or like them, you will still like the movie cuz they did it in a way that even younger generation kids and teens would love the songs. :) All in all, it's a freaking awesome movie. Just trust me and do not miss this! Watch it in the cinema cuz the sound system in the cinema makes everything sounds nicer!

Anyway, I haven't been updating this thing since forever! Been so stressed! Exam exam exam! *cries* However, yesterday going out with friends to the club was so fun! It was like a stress-relieving thing. Cuz we went swimming and played like kids. Oh well, 6 bloody weeks to go and I'm done with school! Can't wait.

Tata for now! :)

BTW, ANGELA AKI IS LOVE! We sent her a letter to Japan and she freakin replied!!! How nice is sheeeee?!?! <3

Reason I love my husband! XD

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 19:04:08 GMT

Now do you see why I love her?! XD

Angie blab! XD

Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:57:24 GMT

Finally, more from Angela Aki's music video. A sneak peek of the video and behind the scenes.

I hate that girl. Angela hugged her! *stabsvoodoodoll* In that video she said something bout her going to one of Angela's concert and Angie gave her a t-shirt! *stabsharder!!* Why didnt she put me in the music videoooo?! Whyyyy?! XD But the video is definitely different this time cuz it actually shows not only her playing the piano but also a bit of drama (which stars that girl!).

And new wallpaperrr!!

1st Angie spam came in post!!

Tue, 05 Aug 2008 08:09:18 GMT

Ooouuuu!!!!! Emma! I got your DVD! Watching it right now my love!!! I love the cover! Picked the right one! Love that picture. Even my mum was like "WOW, you have a talented friend" :D :D :D :D And your panda drawing id the cutest everrrr!!! *dies*

Pictures :

I LOVE THIS!

I LOVE YOU yuna997

More Angela Aki!

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 16:52:38 GMT

26 new icons of Angela Aki! :)

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Angela Aki

Enjoy!! Please comment and credit!

Angela Spam! xD

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 08:55:37 GMT

Thank you yuna997 for uploading this videeeeooo!!! :D :D :D This week's post featuring a video of Angela Aki's Speech in English during her Budokan 2006 Concert. She was thanking her friends and family from the US & Hawaii and she cried. OKAY JUST WATCH IT!! It's sweet! :) At least I understand what she's saying in her concert for ONCE!

20 new Angie Icons!

Fri, 18 Jul 2008 09:19:25 GMT

New ones! Sorry yuna997</lj>!! I haven't done the ones from the Keyboard Magazine yet my dear. Soon I promise! :)

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Angela Aki

Please do credit & comment!

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 16:22:19 GMT

Angela Aki is having another MY KEYS Concert again. This time it will be held in Naniwa. It's called Naniwa no MY KEYS. The tickets for her non-fanclub members were out yesterday and today it is all sold out! WDF?! o_0 GOOOO ANGIE!! See you have come a long way! *cries*

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Angela, don't cry!

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:38:23 GMT

Angela Aki looks so pretty when she cries. She was thanking her parents on Budokan 2006 LIVE concert. When she said she has come a long way, she got emotional and started tearing. She has come a long way! Angie, you deserve this! Gambatte Angela-sama!! :)

*huggies*

Alexz Johnson, Ali Larter, Anne Hathaway, Avril Lavigne & Ayumi Hamasaki Icons

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 15:35:32 GMT

These are icons of artist that begins with the alphabet "A"

[ 5 ] Alexz Johnson
[ 7 ] Ali Larter
[ 7 ] Anne Hathaway
[14] Avril Lavigne
[21] Ayumi Hamasaki

TOTAL = 55 icons

**Preview**

Base credit to hollow_art

**Alexz Johnson**

**Ali Larter**

**Anne Hathaway**

**Avril Lavigne**

**Ayumi Hamasaki**

Please credit when using my icons! And comments are addictive! xD

Icon Post

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 14:01:58 GMT

Here's the icon post I promised. :)

**PREVIEW**

Angela Aki

Golf Mike

Se7en

Miyavi

Credit please and comments are sugar!!! :D

Send me to Japan! Please?

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 09:57:07 GMT

I wanna go to Japan!!!! *squeals* Hope I get but I really really REALLY doubt that I'll get short listed again. :( I mean even if I get short listed again, to go to Japan sounds too good to be true! xD Besides, only 60-70 people will be picked out of 1000 people to go to Nihon. *cries* Well anyway, my interview was yesterday and it went REALLY well!! It was from 8.30 to 5.30. Although my interview was only for about 20-30 minutes, we we're having our group interview too. I was the 5th one to go in and my heart felt like it was gonna beat all the way out of my body! But as soon as I got in, the interviewer said hi and he smiled!! There was two people interviewing me. They were such good people! That made me so feel really comfortable when I was talking to them and I really had fun talking to them too! After that, we continued our group thingy and the volunteers that was present to help the AFS interview was really funny toooooo!!! They're returnees from USA! Named Burn and Joyce! :) :) :) I liked them a lot! Most probably ‘cause they we're only one year older. *grins* I made lotsa new friends though! :) :) :) I just had lotsa fun on the day! :) Hope my interview went well cuz I wanna see JAPAN!!!!! NIHON! AISHITERYU!

That was all about the AFS interview. Anyway, I just came back from our school's canteen day! :) My God I ATE A LOT!! LIKE A LOT! I can’t even remember anymore what the hell I stuffed in my stomach but I remember not being able to laugh or walk properly after pigging out! xD I had fun though. We also had Career Talk in the morning. That talk by Pn. Inah help me a lot. Also scared me but I learnt a lot. CONCLUSION: I was happy. It has been an awesome week but I haven't studied in 3 days. =/ Well, that sucks. Tata for now and good luck to every other student who applied for AFS!

Funnest Field Trip!

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 15:26:38 GMT

I had the best day! :) Sakura wa hana, kimi wa tsukushi! KYYYAAAAA!! Nadia rock on! xD We all went to Sunway College today for the Oxford & Cambrige Essay Writing competition today! The whole time I was in the college, I was thinking about ICE SKAAAATING! xD But unfortunately we didn't go for that thanks to somebody's boyfriend lah! xD But we still had fun shopping around! :) However, for me, the highlight of the whole trip was when we were on the bus on the way back to school! I swear falsefetishand I laughed all the way home. For more than 1 and a half hour! Shhheeesshh!! Nadia (new girl I just met) is such a HILARIOUS person! But she is soooo effing cool the same time! 0.o She's mix Japanese, Italian, Malay and God knows what! The coolest thing is, when her HOT HOT HOT Japanese cousin called, she just started speaking Japanese to him! OMG How I was so jealous! xD But anyway, she's so funny and I'm making her translating all Angela Aki's interviews/books/magazines! Poor thing but she's really nice! In exchange, I teach her guitar!! Wheeee!! Fair trade! xD Thank you!

Icons post is coming up! But maybe not today! :)

Angela Aki HOME Music Book!

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 04:53:17 GMT

OMG!!! It's finally here!! After 11 days!! Nyahaha!!! My precious book is here!! :D :D :D There's a small section where there's messages from Angie herself too on how to play her songs and tips! There's a big picture of her too inside! *falls over and dies* Hahah yuna997 HMV isnt torturing me annymore! Wheeee! Will post pictures soon... :D

Lee recovered!!!

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 11:55:32 GMT

Tashikani, tashikani, tashikani ai wa aru! LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! TASHIKANI, TASHIKANI!!!! It's been stuck in my head!!!! ANGELAAAA AAAAKKKIIIII!!!!!! :D :D

Kyaaaaa!! AND Ryuichi Jonathan Lee has finally recovered from his accident! Well not fully but still he's awake! :) :) Heheh!! And I've been studying!! Muahaha!! :) That's cuz I'm as scared as hell!! Thanks to falsefetish. =/ Anyway, I agree yuna997. Angela-spams are awesome and fun right?! :D *high five* SO, from today onwards, my blog's gonna be filled with Angie-spams!!! xD So people, check this out :

ZOMG!!! Angie..?? Is that you??? o.0 :D :D :D

And Angie featured on BARFOUT! (what a name, no?) Magazine, Japan. I'm buying it! Look at the pics! xD

Inside the mag :

It's a weekend!

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 06:25:20 GMT

Don't we all just love weekends! Gosh, I don't know why but it felt like I waited more than centuries for this weekend! Hehe! Haven't really got a chance to update my LJ. So, let's see what I've been doing and up to. Well, first of all, I got shortlisted for the AFS INTERCUTURAL Student Exchange Programme and will be attending the interview on the 24th June! Wheeee~~ I don't expect to get through this interview though. I know it'll be tough as hell but I'm willing to try my best! All I wanted was to go for the interview cuz I've never been to one. *blush* :) So yeah, I'm happy. One the other hand, this coming Monday will be last day of mid-term exam! Phew! Thank God! Our stupid school made us wait and suffer during the holidays for this exam!! Well it's not like I really suffered a lot though. I was in falsefetish's place for one whole week during the holidays and it has been the best week ever! During the 7 days there, saw me cry over a movie and got high! We had a sleepover in Bernard's and it was fun as hell! Went swimming, watched Lord of the Rings and gossiped till 5 in the morning!!! Sound like a perfect holiday to me. :) Thank youuuuu falsefetish. But now that the fun's over, we're gonna get our sucky exam results soon! :( Anyway, tata for now! *grin*

MTV Asia Awards in Malaysia!

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 08:48:00 GMT

Wheeeee!! This years MTV Asia Awards will be held in Genting Highland, Malaysia!!! I so wanna go! I hope I can tho. It'll be help on the 2nd of August - which is super close to my SPM trials! ~~FUCK!~~

Anyway, here are the categories :

MTV ASIA AWARDS 2008 CATEGORIES

Favourite Music Artist Awards from Asia
Favourite Artist Mainland China
Favourite Artist Hong Kong
Favourite Artist Indonesia
Favourite Artist Korea
Favourite Artist Malaysia
Favourite Artist Philippines
Favourite Artist Singapore
Favourite Artist Taiwan
Favourite Artist Thailand

Favourite International Artist Awards in Asia
Video Star
Breakthrough Artist
The Innovation Award
Best Hook-Up
Bring Da House Down
edc Style Award

This time MAA will be hosted by Jared Leto!!!

And WDF?! They don't have Favourite Artist Japan?!?! Stupid people!! *sobs*

Pissed Off

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 10:40:42 GMT

Somebody hacked my hotmail account and I'm fucking pissed off! Tata for now!

Golf-Mike Sensation

Tue, 27 May 2008 16:39:58 GMT

Just came back from Jusco... And gosh, it was like I'm destined to bump into Pn. Shereen everytime I step in Jusco! Jeez! I din't say hi. SO anyway, before going home, I heard Nippon Ainikuyo by Golf-Mike. Wow, I can just picture Chantri jumping up the farking roof if she heard her loves' song being aired in Jusco! It's nice to see Thai artist (not signed under SONY BMG) being popular internationally. I mean I've been listening to their songs since last time (mainly cuz of Chantri) and they've definitely gotten better!! Here's some info on them. Golf & Mike are brothers from Thailand. Born and raised in Thailand. Both their parents are Thai. They started off as Japanese singers. They were in a band called GYM ( Golf-Yamapi-Mike ) with Yamapi but thier singles weren't that great but years later they moved back to Thailand and joined G-Juniors with 9 other kids as young as 10-17 (if I'm not mistaken). They became real popular in Thailand so they launced their solo album together. They only they branched out to Japan music industry. NOW, THEY ARE AS POPULAR AS HELL! Good 4 them! :) But I kinda like their Thai album more... :)

Listen to them if you like artist like KAT-TUN or the JE boys.

This is Mai Taung Bouk Leaw Wah Thur Ruk Chun (Don't Have To Tell Me You Love Me)

Mai-Taung-Bauk-Laew-Wah-Tur-Rak-Chun - Golf-Mike