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I'm holding these fragments of solitude close to my heart.
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3rd-Apr-2009 12:18 am - Moving!
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I'm now moving from meheartdancing to my new account candychaos91 . So, from not onwards, everything is gonna be posted there. I hope people who suscribed to my LJ will add the new one for more graphics posts.

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13th-Mar-2009 11:00 pm - Post-exam stress.
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Jeez I used to think before SPM was stressing like mad but now I think I really know what stress means. Exam results are out already now I have to figure what I wanna do in future in 1 week. I have decided to do medical before exam thinking it was easy enough but I went for a during education fair and omg it's the last thing a person like me should do. Not only that it's fucking expensive. So my parents said drop the medical option, which I did. Now they expect me to pick something in a week cuz I have to register for college this week. Seriously WDF?! I can't go for A Levels cuz my mum thinks it's a waste of time and form 6 is school and no to school. So all that's left is foundation. For foundation I NEED to pick what I wanna study. SO now I dont know what to do. My parents have been fighting and coming home just makes me feel like dying. This is not gonna be easy. I'll probably stay in Venne's house for few days to just escape from everything for a while. Her life seems to be easy-going. I'm jealous.
2nd-Mar-2009 02:04 pm - February Update.
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I have been mean to LiveJournal. I haven't posted anything on LJ. I apologise to those who await my graphics and tutorials. I have been so busy and many many many things has been going on in my life. First of all I'm working now. In a Fine Dining Japanese Restaurant called Azuma Japanese Restaurant in Queensbay Mall, Penang. I love that place a lot. I like working there. Bosses are nice to me and I have super awesome friends there! I don't have much to complain about plus they are making me captain there this month. 8D Very tiring though but the money is worth it. LOL. February has been an awesome month cuz I worked part time in Azuma so I could spend time with yuna997 . She arrived in Malaysia on the 13th of February. She just went back and I'm all depressed about it cuz I miss her. A LOT! Ever since she came to Malaysia I spent almost everyday with her and I had lotsa laughs with her. She made my Valentine's Day the most beautiful one I won't forget. And her mum is sweet so as her cute brother and dad. It seems like it was just yesterday when I jumped on her from the back when she just arrived at the air port. When I jumped on her, for a moment I was wondering if I had jumped on the wrong person. And she thought I was like some security people who is attacking her. LOL LOL! Once she stepped out of the air port, her whole family went "OMFG IT'S SO HOT I'M MELTING!" LOL! It was funny. We went jetskiing, swimming and I made her eat soooo much of seafood and non-veggie food (cuz she's a veggie *ugh*). Hahaha I feel bad for making her eat raw salmon and baby octopus. XD I could go on bout her being here forever. God I miss her. It was emotional when she left. My mum was crying. I don't know why. So was her mum. I was crying but I tried to hold it in and she almost cried. She was holding it in for so long so she don't cry in front of me. Once she went in the waiting room and scanned her bag, she hugged her mum and I could see her crying and sobbing. Even writing this makes me cry like mad. God I miss her so much. But I will definitely see her again. I just know it. It's my turn to get my ass to UK, Emma. I promise. And when she turns 16, she can legally travel alone. She turns 16 in 242 days. I just counted that with her calculator (which means you left it here love). And if I don't go for 6th form, I'll start in August or January next year. Which means I will go to UK in July. SUMMERTIME! :) That's 140days to go!! YAY!! I can't wait to see you again, love. I have enjoyed each and every second moment spent with you! When you were with me you did make every second count. *cheese* Okay that was all about  yuna997 . Now, we all know I sat for a effing huge exam last year. Yeah, the results will be out in exactly 10 days from now. I definitely don't expect a lot cuz I can't lie and say I tried my best. I could have done or studied harder. And I don't expect God to help me now cuz I don't deserve it. Whatever my results is I'll just have to live with it. This is getting too long. I can't fit everything in LiveJournal. XD That's all for now. I'll go back and cry now.
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These are icons of artist that begins with the alphabet "A" PART 2. Part 1 HERE.

[20] Angela Aki
[ 6 ] Angelina Jolie
[ 9 ] Amanda Bynes
[ 6 ] Alicia Keys

TOTAL = 43 icons
 

Preview

 

Angelina Jolie, Alicia Keys and Amanda Bynes bas credit to hollow_art



 

Let Love InCollapse )Please credit if taken and comments are candies!
4th-Dec-2008 01:42 am - Holidays started off AMAZING!
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Reached Penang on the 30th of November! And guess who's birthday is on the 30th??! 's. Love yahhh!! :) Well anyway, the next I was mostly just home cuz Vennezia and friends still had exam next day. Yeah so on the 2nd of December I went to Gurney Plaza with lotsa other people. Charisma, Zi Xin, Tiffany Teh, Sarah, Yue Shern, Janice and did I leave anyone out? O_O Dont kill me. I watched Twilight AGAIN! But it was worth it. I had so much of fun. We didnt even do anything. It was the talking nonsense and doing crazy things part that made everything freakin fun. I almost forgot the amount of fun I have with my old friends. Omg they are really crazy people. Yue Shern asked if my Seremban friends are as crazy as the Penang people. My answer, NO! Lmao. I had lotsa fun too in S'ban just now the stupid embarrassing fun. So anyway, as usual, Vennezia and I could always figure out how to get to a destination but never how to get back. So we had to go to Zi Xin's house till quite late and waited for her sister. While waiting, we did more crazy things. We recorded lotsa stupid videos. Will upload soon! :)

The next day, Venne asked me to go for her class party. WDF?! I'm not even from her class or school! LOL! But I went anyway. OMG the amount of fun we had. Jeez. Okay we reached Batu Ferringghi at about 3pm. A bit earlier than the so we walked further to search for bikinis. Super cheap ines and we saw like so many!!!! We bargained and we got real cheap prices but still we could buy. >< Forgot to bring oneeny. LMAO! Anyway after that, we sat on the banana boat!! SOOOOOO MUCH FUN! Cuz the dude toppled us in the water and 2 of my friends freaked like hell. After that we got on jet ski!!! Omg that was amazing. Felt like we were freakin flying over the water! BBQ after that!! I think I ate sand. Together with chicken, pizza and sausages! :D I was at the beach till 9pm and then I had to go home but the rest were staying over at the rented apartment.

SPM's over by the way! And I've been having so much of fun it's a sin! XD I still do miss Seremban. So sad to leave but I know we'll still see each other. I hope they get to come to Penang to see me. It'll be fun! And of cuz I made lotsa Photoshop junks! XD Next post! :)

15th-Oct-2008 01:15 pm - Exacly 27 days from now.
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*sigh* Studying my ass off. :( I'm practically dead for History. Hope I'll do well in Chemistry and Add Maths. Anyway, I was ust listening to Angela Aki's songs (as usual) and her lyrics still touches me. I mean her lyrics are not boring to me. It's sweet. <3 Even after repeating the same song for like a million times, I still love it. For example, Surrender. It's a love song written about love and relationships between parents. She said it in her album that she dedicated this song to her mum and that she surrenders all her love to her mum. Sweet ain't it? xD

Surrender

The one who gifts you, the one who lifts you
She's the angel in your eyes
Tiny kisses and magic wishes
Makes the world a big surprise
Growing older, past the shoulder
When everything seems bright
Time just races - changing faces in the light

Then you see the world gets smaller
And you're taller than the sky
She is no longer, oh the stronger
And as you battle to survive
You try to bend her; can't defend her
There's no wrong; there is no right
No one surrenders - only contenders in this fight

I know the madness, felt the sadness
Resisted just this way
Stuffed the feelings, kept concealing
All the things you want to say
But it's not treason; she's not the reason
It's the season of your life
The winds will soften and let the winter fade away

You have to mend it; you have to end it
Before the chance passes by
Break down the fences, your defenses
Open your heart; you have to try
To trust your senses; no more pretenses
And you will rise above
When you surrender to all the splendor of her love

The one who gifts you, the one who lifts you
She's the angel in your eyes
The one who stayed there, so unafraid there
All through innocence's demise
Growing older, as you hold her
Once again it seems all right
Time just races - changing faces in the light

Go on mend it; go on and end it
Before the chance passes by
Break down the fences, and your defenses
Open your heart, you have to try
To trust your senses; no more pretenses
I believe you'll rise above
When you surrender to all the splendor of her love


When you surrender to all the splendor of her love

28th-Sep-2008 01:30 am - Mamma Mia here we go again!
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Went to Jusco with Diane, her mum and Syaza and we watched Mamma Mia!! It's bloody good! People, if you don't watch this, you are missing out a lot! It's like freaking 1000000000x better than that stupid High School Musical shit. Movie was directed by Phyllida Lloyd. The whole 108 minutes of that show was entertaining. Partly cuz Meryl Streep makes a fool outta herself all the time and she's so fun to watch! She is one hell of an actress! The last time I saw her was when she was doing The Devil Wears Prada. The character of Meryl Streep in The Devil Wears Prada is like the complete contrast with Mamma Mia's character. And oh my God! The songs! If you like ABBA, you would freaking love this movie like hell and even if you've never ever heard of them or like them, you will still like the movie cuz they did it in a way that even younger generation kids and teens would love the songs. :) All in all, it's a freaking awesome movie. Just trust me and do not miss this! Watch it in the cinema cuz the sound system in the cinema makes everything sounds nicer!

Anyway, I haven't been updating this thing since forever! Been so stressed! Exam exam exam! *cries* However, yesterday going out with friends to the club was so fun! It was like a stress-relieving thing. Cuz we went swimming and played like kids. Oh well, 6 bloody weeks to go and I'm done with school! Can't wait.

Tata for now! :)

BTW, ANGELA AKI IS LOVE! We sent her a letter to Japan and she freakin replied!!! How nice is sheeeee?!?! <3

15th-Aug-2008 03:02 am - Reason I love my husband! XD
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Now do you see why I love her?! XD
15th-Aug-2008 01:19 am - Angie blab! XD
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Finally, more from Angela Aki's music video. A sneak peek of the video and behind the scenes.



 I hate that girl. Angela hugged her! *stabsvoodoodoll* In that video she said something bout her going to one of Angela's concert and Angie gave her a t-shirt! *stabsharder!!* Why didnt she put me in the music videoooo?! Whyyyy?! XD But the video is definitely different this time cuz it actually shows not only her playing the piano but also a bit of drama (which stars that girl!).

And new wallpaperrr!!
5th-Aug-2008 04:02 pm - 1st Angie spam came in post!!
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Ooouuuu!!!!! Emma! I got your DVD! Watching it right now my love!!! I love the cover! Picked the right one! Love that picture. Even my mum was like "WOW, you have a talented friend" :D :D :D :D And your panda drawing id the cutest everrrr!!! *dies*

 

I LOVE YOUyuna997
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